I’m done, man

Being gloomy, emo, down and out ain’t cool.

So I’m done with that.

Pity I’m done with my ‘holidays’ too.

Blast this

The past 4-5 weeks have been quite a living hell.

I’m not quite sure how to articulate it,

but suffice to say

I’ve had to confront (in a most unpleasant manner)

various things in my life:

Core Values

Belief Systems

Paradigms

Worldviews

that I had formerly taken for granted.

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Couple that with the writer’s soldier’s block that severely impairs one’s powers of thought/introspection, and yeah. you can perhaps begin to understand my state of grief.

and despair.

i guess i should be grateful though, that im beginning to see some sort of light. beginning.

please let it not be illusory.

Ali posed a question during cell tonight

which I will really get down to reflecting upon, sometime very soon (watch this space)

Christians, with regards to their passion for the kingdom of God, tend to live somewhere within the following spectrum. Looking at the diagram, where would you consider yourself to be?

This question got me thinking long and hard for various reasons. I didn’t expect it to have such an impact.

Which is why I really have to buckle myself down and ponder,

on another day when I don’t have to wake up early for church the next morning.

Just for the record

Today, Kenneth finally got down to signing up for a driving course.